My first room

FROM MY CHILDHOOD – THE VOICE OF KEVIN

Did I know there was a way out.  

At that time there was no way out, or so it felt

my limited knowledge and experience said no way out  

So I built one, characters, roles and an ecosystem that I moved into

that I lived in

my first room

built in my room

and both became a sanctuary

A room was created with many things

Anything that did exist, and plenty that didn’t

were in that room

those rooms

most of my creation.
 

I built contentment, in my room

and subsequent rooms

I cannot remember happiness


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