decision made

Having made a decision a calming emotion overwhelms me. 
I am now in control, there is no fear. 
I am choosing my destiny and my time.
No fear anymore, no anxiety. 
Hope is abandoned as I have chosen.
Not out of desperation with no hope but control, control of how this ends.

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